I have read and even blogged here about Maintence spanking not knowing truely what to personally experience. I talked with my HOH today and was told to go to my room. Then was told I would recieve my first maintence spanking . Those are words that makes one gasp esp if you havent experienced before. As I was stripped of my clothing and bent over the bed I felt each sting of the hairbrush on my bottom sending home the message I am owned and my way is not my way anymore it is that of my HOH. I am his to dowith as he pleases but know and trust wit will be for the better good of myself andmore importantly our relatonship and family. As I felt my bottom sting and burn from the 50 strokes I knew it was administered with love and care and concern for my well being. I want to so much please my HOH and will do all that I can. It is very humbling being in control of one but it is very reassuring and actually renders a great freedom .
angela
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Maintence Spanking/ Nudity/Obedience
My HOH gave me these 3 subjects to read on and summarize.
Maintence Spanking: I have only began my journey in DD however from what I read and undrstand that Maintence spanking is a very important part. A woman is designed to be spanked. She learns more when she is emotionally brought to terms with subjects and situations. And it is hard not to find having bottom bare being bent over a Mans lap and spanked not emotional. A Maintence Spanking is the decision of the HOH and the frequency as well it can be daily weekly monthly whatever he sees fit.
It will help maintain the atmosphere and respectful well behaving behavior that is so desired in the woman in the household. she will feel she is very loved and tended to as well.
Nudity: It is important that a woman feels submissive and humility . If she does not then all efforts are futile. Striping a womans pants down or full nudity strips the woman of a defense to hide behind . When stripped of clothing she is made to feel vulnerable and at the mans mercy.
Obedience: Just as Maintence spanking is a foundation to keep things on tract, Obedience by the woman is the heart of it all. She must respect , honor and obey her HOH. There can be no exceptions and if there are then a suitable Punishment must be rendered. There is no room for deliberate disobedience. When she is Obedient and submissive to her HOH everyone is happier and all runs smoothly.
Maintence Spanking: I have only began my journey in DD however from what I read and undrstand that Maintence spanking is a very important part. A woman is designed to be spanked. She learns more when she is emotionally brought to terms with subjects and situations. And it is hard not to find having bottom bare being bent over a Mans lap and spanked not emotional. A Maintence Spanking is the decision of the HOH and the frequency as well it can be daily weekly monthly whatever he sees fit.
It will help maintain the atmosphere and respectful well behaving behavior that is so desired in the woman in the household. she will feel she is very loved and tended to as well.
Nudity: It is important that a woman feels submissive and humility . If she does not then all efforts are futile. Striping a womans pants down or full nudity strips the woman of a defense to hide behind . When stripped of clothing she is made to feel vulnerable and at the mans mercy.
Obedience: Just as Maintence spanking is a foundation to keep things on tract, Obedience by the woman is the heart of it all. She must respect , honor and obey her HOH. There can be no exceptions and if there are then a suitable Punishment must be rendered. There is no room for deliberate disobedience. When she is Obedient and submissive to her HOH everyone is happier and all runs smoothly.
my first Punishment
My HOH asked me to send him a weekly activity report that was quite detailed. I did so and was honest in what I sent. I have a bedtime of 11pm and I missed that bedtime twice this past week. Not intentionally. I would just not realize it was as late as it was. However this is not acceptable and I am very sorry it happened. My punishment was deserved. It was unnerving to be made to strip and go stand in the corner. To stand there not knowing what is about to come but knowing I deserve whatever my HOH feels I need. I felt so very sorry standing there wishing I could turn back time. after 5 min in the corner I was ordered to bend over the bed where I recieved 50 smacks on my bare bottom with the hairbrush. Then my HOH chose to talk with me a bit to explain more of his expectations etc. Then back over the bed for 50 more. My bottom very red and very sore. I was sent to the corner for another 5 min. As I stood there nose to wall bottom bare and red and still stinging I knew the true punishment was having let my HOH down and not respecting his rules as I should have. It hurts to disappoint him hurts to the very center of my being. after corner time I was bent back over the bed for 30 more on a very sore bottom. I will not forget my bedtime for sure in the future. Thank you Sir for correcting me
I know I will be better for it.
angela
I know I will be better for it.
angela
The Beginning
I have searched for a long time for someone not just anyone but the ONE. That could measure up and truly be the HOH in my life in all ways. I a happy to say I have found the one I sought. It has been a short time that we have known each other however we connect in such a comfortable and exciting way. My desires that were already present to serve and make one happy have increased by leaps and bounds. I enjoy knowing I have someone of such strength to protect me and guide me. I would not submit to just anyone And I know I have found not just anyone. But instead a very special Man. I sm sure I will have much to learn and he will guide me with strictness and tenderness and patience. I will be posting here often regarding articles I read and regarding any and all punishments I may recieve. I belong to a wonderful HOH and will enjoy this journey with him.
angela
angela
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